Posts Tagged ‘Toys’
Dear Beautiful Lady HotchKiss,
Dildo play and Electrics and Nipple torture…hard to describe all of the emotions of everything that contributed, but mostly as always it was Lady. The most embarrassing moment is definitely curled into a pretzel against the cross and administering my enema. i did not even realize that i could get into that position, but for 46 i am fairly limber. The enema was excruciating afterwards; i did not expect Lady to make me go through exercises like tighten my ass cheeks to prevent an even more embarrassing situation. i can only imagine the shades of red i turned as it was. Read the rest of this entry »
Ma’am has toys W/we both enjoy and some that She prefers more than i. Prior to meeting and becoming involved with my Ma’am, Lady HotchKiss, no Lifestyle toy or implement ever terrified me. That is, until i experienced one of Ma’ams more unusual fetishes and the cruel and terrifying implement needed to part take of this fetish.
boy’s session with Lady HotchKiss on July 9 was one of the most sensual sessions boy has experienced to date. boy has been working hard on the new dungeon and boy thinks HotchKiss took this opportunity to express Her appreciation. The session started with a most sensual flogging with the heavy flogger. boy loves the heavy flogger and could stay under Her ministrations for hours. She seemed to enjoy it as well. It wasn’t all pleasure though, there was enough pain to make the session interesting and fulfilling. boy seems to need a certain degree of pain to appreciate the pleasure and HotchKiss applied just the right amount. boy was left with the most beautiful bruises on his left buttocks as a reminder that stayed with boy through the weekend. Whenever boy was in a bathroom or by himself near a mirror, boy took the opportunity to look at the bruising and remember. The one part of the session that kind of took boy aback, was when it was over!
Master Archer from Fantasies in Leather recently made Me a custom set of matching floggers, which were also first set of cross-weave patterned handles he made. I chose ivory and copper leather for the handle and flat black lashes.
i am evolving as a slave. Those who have read my posts will note an immediate difference. i am no longer using the 3rd person “boy” when speaking of myself. The rationale and justification for that usage is now gone. i asked LadyHotchKiss near the beginning of O/our relationship what i should call myself and She asked me what i wished to be called. At the time, i decided i wanted to use the 3rd person “boy” as a tool to help me get into the proper headspace when serving, or for that matter, even thinking of Her. It has become no longer necessary. i am in the proper headspace nearly all the time now, and in fact, have to consciously monitor myself when in vanilla situations so that i don’t appear slave-like at inappropriate moments. There are other changes as well.
