Posts Tagged ‘bondage’
Here are two pics; not sure what else needs to be said! lol.
This was a week of highs and lows…mostly highs. The low came when i was once more attacked by a bout of self-indulgence, thinking the entire House of HotchKiss revolved around me. Needless to say, LadyHotchKiss was disappointed (once again) and laid down the law to me. There will be no further expressions of self-indulgence. i truly don’t know where this crap comes from. i have been and continue to be secure in my place in the House, i know the role i play and that it is a valued one, i know that HotchKiss values my presence in Her House and in Her life. so why in the world do i keep getting attacked by these seeds of doubt? i do not know. i only know that i must work ever harder to dispel them from my thinking.
Our play session this week sent me into subspace once again, though it was intended more as a catharsis for LadyHotchKiss and not for enjoyment by me. As much as i enjoy bondage, being chained to the table in a fetal position on my back was NOT comfortable. It did however, provide HotchKiss with the access She wished and She used me in some most painful ways. There was some tickling involved to provide contrast to the pain, but there were no “thuddy” implements of the type i prefer in use this week. And of course, the ever-present clothes-pins. i couldn’t decide which was more painful…the pins on my cock and balls or those on my nipples. The nipples start out not so bad and continually get worse and worse. Those on the cock and balls start out bad and then go numb…until they are removed.Mostly just the “stingy” type that hurt like hell. i told Her during the session that if i could remember the intensity of the pain i was going through afterwards that there’d be no way i would return for more. But i never do. i only remember the subspace and the aftercare and the peace that those provide me. i understand that i would do just about anything, endure just about anything, to return to that repose. And She understands it even better than i.
Also this week…there is DomCon, the annual convention of Domina’s (which started as a convention for pro-Dommes only, but has now expanded to include all in the lifestyle.) This will be my first attendance at DomCon and to be in a public venue, serving LadyH is truly a gift. i will be wearing a shirt which identifies me as property of LadyH, which makes it even more thrilling. To top it all off, i am transporting LadyH to DomCon on my motorcycle!! Does life get any better than this?…i don’t think so!!
This week, boy had a most memorable session with LadyH. If not the best session ever, certainly the second best ever. boy went completely and totally into subspace and though boy wanted more, boy is not sure he could have truly taken more. there was so much! It started with boy being bound to the table for the first time, and of course boy loves bondage so all by itself that was a thrill. But HotchKiss then proceeded to use Her new candles on boy…five different colors with, of course, five different temps. She then combined that with ice cubes, completely encasing at least one ice cube in wax on boy’s belly. The juxtaposition of heat and cold was truly sublime. As if all that wasn’t enough, HotchKiss then blindfolded boy and brought out a knife!!! Prior to meeting HotchKiss, edge play had always been a hard limit for boy. But through Her tutelage boy is learning that boy enjoys edge play. She also used the pinwheel on boy and with more pressure than ever before, leaving visible and bloody tracks all over boy’s torso and thighs. The knife, however, was what sent boy over the edge. As She was scraping wax off with the knife, boy felt the blade passing over his skin…in some very sensitive places. At one point, boy would have sworn that She was shaving boy’s chest completely. Towards the end, boy started shaking. HotchKiss called it shivering, but it wasn’t shivering. boy was vibrating and could not control it. Wherever She touched boy, boy vibrated, and it extended throughout boy’s body. All in all, it was a totally incredible experience. HotchKiss’s talent as a Domme is increasing exponentially and boy cannot wait to see how She evolves. boy has said it before and will repeat it now. boy is utterly and totally in thrall to Lady HotchKiss.
I played with a new friend: NippleMan! He is fun and so much wants to PLEASE. What a delight.
