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Lady Hotchkiss I am certain it is appreciated by those who take a short time to look, or who know You. May I express the hope that I offer sufficient lubency around Superior women. And thank You for saving that word! Perhaps it is disappearing because it is difficult to do, fully. Just one example from Your blog which has left me thinking and pondering and, I hope I can achieve this, considering whether I should be revising my attitude to limits and serving. Your writing on the steel humbler made my heart go faster and things fluttered in my stomach. When You added that it has compression and electrics attachments I had a conflict of emotions between knowing that such a thing exists, that You have one, and I have to confess some anxiety and fear even to think of it. I confess I do not have the experience to understand how that would be administered and the effects. It is the intelligence with which you write, and think, and the SSC context which makes me consider attempting to take further the sort of service I might give. Your account of putting it in the freezer is devilishly incapacitating, You will know I am certain the effect of cold on those male parts and hence the increase in tension achieved. In truth my anxiety of failure in such a situation is real, but it is through accounts such as Yours that I may learn more and become a more appropriate subject at such time I have the honour of serving a Superior woman. Thank you.
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If I may . . . I would love to share your email on House of HotchKiss; I think it would help others.
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I would be happy for You to do that, I must admit I am also intrigued by Your thoughts on it and response to it, if that were possible on House of Hotchkiss or privately if You would prefer that would be helpful to me in trying to progress and develop in my capacity. If there is anything else from me that would be of assistance, Your instruction will receive my full attention and application, meagre though my application might be at such a distance (I feel inadequate that that is all it is).
Me
I don’t really know you well enough to have a reaction; I try to reserve judgment. Mostly, I would say that it seems like you need to find someone you trust and want to explore with. 
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Of course you are correct, and I have to say I am finding it remarkably difficult, and have done for some years, to find someone to trust and explore with. It is perhaps not knowing how such devices as the humbler would be used that creates the anxiety (and perhaps also the excitement) – the weight and feel of the device itself seems formidable enough a challenge (and feebly I wonder whether I could even manage that). The prospect of the attachments you describe adds further bewilderment. I have had electrics there before and let’s just say I’ve never forgotten it, it rendered me incapacitated for a few hours. Compression seems a knife edge between obedience and hours of tears…
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Yes! I love they way you describe it . . . knife edge. Now I am thinking about adding a knife . . . PERFECT!
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If I may say so Lady Hotch Kiss, that is the delicious but agonising spiral trap a submissive is drawn into by a commanding and talented Mistress… For my part I perhaps surprise myself by saying that I still fear compression most, even more than some knife play, not that I have experienced that or understand Your needs. Your power to inflict agony is one thing, then I have to say I fear lasting damage with compression too, perhaps that is my hang-up, and of course once a Mistress has discovered this She may decide to use it to “soften” other different limits. I apologise for any un-necessary verbage in my replies, the last thing I wish is Your boredom.
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Compression? I have never caused permanent damage; although many have thought so . . . My boy (owned boy) REALLY hates compression and insists that ball pain is the WORST pain ever. Of course, I disagree and constantly test his capacity for pain. He recently gifted Me with a ball busting session . . . he suggested it! Was great. lol.
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Thank You. I would agree with Your owned boy, the WORST pain, really. I was once hit by a hockey ball when a teenager, I was doubled up for hours, vomitted, people said I still looked white the next day, and I couldn’t walk properly for about 3 days. Since then I’ve never been able to understand ball kicking sessions and how slaves could submit without being wiped out. Maybe men are different from one to another (and I wonder about that with the humbler too, some men’s necks are long and some are short, probably the case that there’s more or less hanging distance, so the humbler either fits snuggly or requires bending double and risk of damage). But still all slaves wish to serve to their best capacity and learn that that capacity can be increased. A feeling of worthlessness does arise if that capacity is so inadequate as to be of little value.
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